WOOOOOO!!!!! We just beat West G. at there homefield 21-11. The game was so intense it actually kept me warm. Last year the team smoked us 41-7 but we came back this year and kicked ass! I did't get to play sadly but, hey the win was for coach Rosatii not the team. He deserved every ounce of gratification that came from this game as he stepped up to adversity and beat his team he coach years ago. I'm proud to have him as a coach. Enough on this topic haha..
Real happiness:
I got to spend the day with Karli after I had breakfast, before the game. I only got to be with her for a few hours but, I capitalized on that fact and made the best of it. When I got there she was no where to be found but, I knew if she heard my voice she would hop down the steps hehe, and she did XP. I gave her mom the picture frames my mom made for them.. She liked them alot. Finally Karli came down and man was I winded hehe. Everytime I see her for the first time it takes my breath away like someone vaccumed out the air. mmmm..... Anyways I gave her my jeresey which she appreciated haha. Her mom had to leave to go shopping so it was just me her joe and a random mexican. Karli and I went in her parents room and watched jessie ( he's so cute =) ) I gave Karli another massage ( i'm for some reason in a massagey mood when around her.). She enjoyed it then returned the favor and gave me the best massage of my life. That in turn kinda turned me on... then that weird paranormal poltergheist blew in my ear and my ear only again... All I'm gunna say further on that subject is that me and Karli are ninjas and she knows what went down hehe.
Want:
Sadly I wanted more. =/ I hate when I want more I feel greedy or too much like other guys (which I dont want to be). Lately that want has gotten worse. As time goes on I want more and more of her but I cant have it. I know it, she knows it and I promised her I wouldnt ask for it. I'm not going to break that promise. That decision can't be made unless both of us are ready and I'll wait for as long as I have to, even if it's forever (please don't let it be that long XP). We are both kinda having these feelings, her more now just because of literature talking about how great it is and stuff haha. I have been wanting it because well I dont even know it's like a mix of things. I think does bring us closer to one another physically and mentally but, only if done for the right reason. Also like her I've either read or heard about it and how good it feels and stuff and I'd like to share that with her as she does with me. Another reason is most definatly male hormones haha I cant escape them only control them. As we do more and more I keep wanting more and more. Ughh these feeling drive me crazy thank god I have some one to share them with XP. Im gunna leave it here cuz the love of my life just called.
laterzz
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