Watching...and...Waiting

grrrr im still waiting for my girlfriends gift. It's been like 2 weeks now since i ordered it and i missed two dates that i wanted to originally give it to her. BUT...there is a plus side to that. I was able to make her an extra special extra gift that leads to her original one. I hope she loves it.

I feel so much better now that my bain isnt bothered with my girlfriends own thoughts. When she says sumthing is wrong and doesnt tell me it kinda eats at me and breaks me down becuase i get so nervouse of what it may be. I know the worst things she would never do like drugs or cheat on me but still when she is scared or just cant tell me i get nervouse. My brain thinks of the worst possible things first forsome reason. I guess that way when she tells me its not any of those i can rest easier knowing its something thats not as relationship threating and thats good cuase this relationship will last a very very very long time if not forever if i have my way hehe.

I love Karli more then she or anyone knows she is all i think about and all i need to live. She takes my breath away and makes my heart act funny (in a good way). Her touch makes me tingle and her lips make me beg for more. Her soft eyes make me warm and her hugs make my body feel like an electrical storm. I love this women deep in my heart and if it were to end it would surely come out.

wow i like wrote a crappy poem haha. I bet she likes it when she eventuallyreads it too. Idk where those words even came from I kinda just typed. It doesnt rhyme well but it gets my point across =).

I love you babe sooooooo much!
forever and ever and ever and ever and everXinfinity!!!!!
(smooches) XOXOXOXOXO